Take the Helm of Yourself!

Shoko Fujimori

January 16 (Sat) - February 13 (Sat), 2021​

In the spring of 2020, we were forced to refrain from going out due to a pandemic that we never experienced before. I had to look back on the way of communication. 
When I consider what I want to paint now, I reached the result of the fundamental motives for producing paintings naturally, such as living with people and wanting to leave them on the canvas and convey them to someone.
At the same time, I recalled my first visit to the Louvre Museum at the age of 17. It was the gift trip from my father who thought that it should be better to appreciate masterpieces early if I wanted to be a painter in the future. The large-scale painting, The Raft of the Medusa by Théodore Géricault, gave me a shock and particularly left impressive on my memory.
When I took the catalog I bought in the Louvre Museum and turned the pages, I found the nostalgic masterpieces pictures with paint stains and dog-ears I made when I was in high school. I remembered that I put the opened catalog at the feet of the easel for reference in my production. I believe that the origin of my aspiration for a painter was here. I felt that I received a great deal of power from myself of the past.  
I think I could not create the painting, Take the Helm of Yourself!, inspired by The Raft of the Medusa if I did not experience the spring of 2020.
The small half-sunken boat that keeps sailing through a sea of uncertainties. People who have a big flag, sing at full power with hope, help their friends, and never give up until the end.
The characters in my paintings are anyone in this world. 
Sometimes we have fun to play with people who spend time together in society such as family, lovers, friends, and colleagues, and sometimes bargain with them by reading their thoughts each other. I think that the danger, urgency, and such unbalanced status of minds that are never constant are all healthy humanity. 

2021 Shoko Fujimori

Shoko Fujimori

Take the helm of yourself !

2020

Oil on canvas

162.0 x 162.0cm

63.8 x 63.8 inch

I remember “Le Radeau de la Méduse” and “La Liberté guidant le people” that I appreciated at the Louvre Museum at the age of 17. The impressive description of crisis situations on the paintings stirred up my anxiety.  
In the spring of 2020 when I asked myself what I want to create, I recalled these two paintings. A person who tries to help loved one on a boat that is about to run ashore. A person who sings songs with the guitar as hard as he can until the moment the boat sinks. A person who keeps raising a big flag even in the crisis. We are not sure the future. Even if we face anxiety like a slowly sinking boat, I hope we could hold hands with each other and link happiness as much as possible to the future.

Shoko Fujimori

The Playroom of  the Narcissists

2020

Oil on canvas

162.0 x 162.0cm

63.8 x 63.8 inch

The source of this painting is a series of paintings that Balthus depicted girls who hold the hand mirrors including “Les Beaux Jours.” 
I created this painting in the theme of narcissism by showing a girl who enjoys tea time in the playroom with a man who tries to play with another girl who fascinated herself by looking into the hand mirror. Behind in the details of the fun scene, there are a skull and a few arrows that are unmatchable motifs with beautiful flower and fresh fruit. I included in the arrows because it is a symbol of “shooting the heart.”  
Loving oneself is sometimes egoism, but I want to accept the feeling frankly because it’s humanity.