Take the Helm of Yourself!
Shoko Fujimori
January 16 (Sat) - February 13 (Sat), 2021
In the spring of 2020, we were forced to refrain from going out due to a pandemic that we never experienced before. I had to look back on the way of communication.
When I consider what I want to paint now, I reached the result of the fundamental motives for producing paintings naturally, such as living with people and wanting to leave them on the canvas and convey them to someone.
At the same time, I recalled my first visit to the Louvre Museum at the age of 17. It was the gift trip from my father who thought that it should be better to appreciate masterpieces early if I wanted to be a painter in the future. The large-scale painting, The Raft of the Medusa by Théodore Géricault, gave me a shock and particularly left impressive on my memory.
When I took the catalog I bought in the Louvre Museum and turned the pages, I found the nostalgic masterpieces pictures with paint stains and dog-ears I made when I was in high school. I remembered that I put the opened catalog at the feet of the easel for reference in my production. I believe that the origin of my aspiration for a painter was here. I felt that I received a great deal of power from myself of the past.
I think I could not create the painting, Take the Helm of Yourself!, inspired by The Raft of the Medusa if I did not experience the spring of 2020.
The small half-sunken boat that keeps sailing through a sea of uncertainties. People who have a big flag, sing at full power with hope, help their friends, and never give up until the end.
The characters in my paintings are anyone in this world.
Sometimes we have fun to play with people who spend time together in society such as family, lovers, friends, and colleagues, and sometimes bargain with them by reading their thoughts each other. I think that the danger, urgency, and such unbalanced status of minds that are never constant are all healthy humanity.
2021 Shoko Fujimori
Repetitive labor vehicle
2021
Acrylic gouache, canvas
162.0 x 130.3 cm
Iteration Diligent Labor Car | 2021 Acrylic gouache on canvas
I remember “Le Radeau de la Méduse” and “La Liberté guidant le people” that I appreciated at the Louvre Museum at the age of 17. The impressive description of crisis situations on the paintings stirred up my anxiety.
In the spring of 2020 when I asked myself what I want to create, I recalled these two paintings. A person who tries to help loved one on a boat that is about to run ashore. A person who sings songs with the guitar as hard as he can until the moment the boat sinks. A person who keeps raising a big flag even in the crisis. We are not sure the future. Even if we face anxiety like a slowly sinking boat, I hope we could hold hands with each other and link happiness as much as possible to the future.
Slight sleep gabuchi station
2018
Acrylic gouache, canvas
72.7 x 60.6 cm
Edge of Sleep Station | 2018 Acrylic gouache on canvas
If you take the same train on the same route every day, you may lose your memory while commuting.
It showed that the memories of the road were lost and it became difficult to distinguish between today and yesterday.
Commuter aggression
2021
Mixed media
13.0 x 21.0 x 31.0 cm
Commuter Aggression | 2021 Mixed media
I got the inspiration for this painting from The Card Sharp with the Ace of Diamonds by Georges de Latour and Fortune Teller by Hans Holbein.
Behind playing the Jenga game, another game has started. The woman on the right smiles vaguely and tries to steal her ring secretly while pretending to take the hand of the woman next to her warmly. Perhaps, the woman on left is aware of it so she is not looking at Jenga. Like replicating the unstable balanced Jenga that is going to break, it is a tense situation where they read the facial expression of each other. Which one will lose the balance first in the end…
Shozencho Smoking Area
2020
Acrylic gouache, canvas
72.7 x 91.0 cm
Smoking Area in the Secluded Town | 2020 Acrylic gouache on canvas
I started to create this painting with my thought that I wanted to depict the best smile.
Every person has anxiety and a negative side on the back of their facial expression. It is impossible to live by eliminating all the negative sides. However, I believe that we could live happily in any era if we could share the warmth that we get by relating with others regardless of race, age, or gender even though we keep the negative side inside of our hidden part.
The reason why I purposely depicted the neon-colored blood vessel with transparent is that I want to show the uncomfortable and the freshness that the inside of the skin contains. The skins and the blood vessels represent the negative reality we have and the anxiety that is like the blood spill out when I cut the skin with a knife. I tried to make it pop with neon colors because it will be too grotesquery with real expression. They are the symbol of an image for anxiety or negatives feelings.
Stray Dream Floating Center
2020
Acrylic gouache, canvas
89.4 x 145.5 cm
Illusion Floating Center | 2020 Acrylic gouache on canvas
I made it based on my part-time work experience in the warehouse.
If you continue the same simple task all day long, the work landscape will appear like a hallucination when you reach the floor and close your eyes.
Also, it was impressive that the employees with tired facial expressions were excited about the topic of baseball.
I drew a landscape where the dreams and reality of the people working in the warehouse were mixed.
Phantom borrowed scenery
2020
Acrylic gouache, canvas
53.0 x 72.7 cm
Borrowed Scenery Car of Phantom Dream | 2020 Acrylic gouache on canvas
I feel that taxi drivers have their own culture and perspective.
Spend the day in a small car, watch the city and carry passengers.
I drew the driver's point of view and thoughts that came to the surface and emerged in a taxi.
Iron impulse
2020
Mixed media
14.5 x 15.6 x 3.0 cm
Iron Impulse | 2020 Mixed media
Iron Maiden for smartphones.
Because of the hassle of interacting with others on the Internet and contacting and reporting on work,
It represented the urge to block relationships and information with others.
Smoke light smoking table
2021
Acrylic gouache, paper, wood panel
33.3 x 24.2cm
Smoke Light from the Smoking House | 2021 Acrylic gouache on paper and wooden panel
Finding a smoking area in town is now becoming a daunting task.
This smoking area appeals its whereabouts with the smell of smoke without disturbing the surroundings, and is recruiting comrades.
Sinking ship
2020
Acrylic gouache, canvas
97.0 x 130.3 cm
Depression Ship | 2020 Acrylic gouache on paper and wooden panel
Walking along the Sumida and Kanda rivers can make you feel very heavy.
The river in the city is probably because the sides and back of the adjacent building are completely exposed.
This houseboat carries a heavy and tired multi-tenant building on its back and is blocked by a bridge so that it can't get out of this area.
Daytime throwing illusion device
2021
Acrylic gouache, canvas
41.0 x 31.8 cm
Daytime Illusion Light | 2021 Acrylic gouache on canvas
The motif is a balloon floodlight that is often seen at midnight road construction sites.
The appearance of shining brightly like in the daytime seems to be an artificial illusion.
The floodlight of this work changes its shape depending on the viewer.
I drew a cradle as a symbol of the feelings of the family and the desire to return to the womb.
Light pillar
2021
Acrylic gouache, paper, wood panel
41.0 x 31.8 cm
Color Light Tower | 2021 Acrylic gouache on paper and wooden panel
Based on Yasutaka Tsutsui's short story "Standing People"
The guilty person has his feet buried in the ground,
It is a story that the figure slowly changes and becomes a roadside tree.
The traffic light in this work was originally a person,
Over the years, it has transformed into a transportation infrastructure,
Eventually, the original form of the person will be lost.
Light suction machine
2021
Acrylic gouache, canvas
24.2 x 33.3 cm
Red Suction Machine | 2021 Acrylic gouache on canvas
Convenience store clerk of a major chain is not particularly obsessed with store sales, etc.
We will do the fixed work in the fixed time.
Products that read the barcode may not be eaten afterwards and may be thrown away.
It doesn't matter to the clerk.
Read, replenish, and replenish the products that customers bring out one after another.
I drew it with the image of gradually becoming empty while repeating it.
Equipment box
2021
Mixed media
8.7 x 26.0 x 13.5 cm
Possession Tool Box | 2021 Mixed media
Gods and spirits dwell in tools that have been used for many years,
The idea of "Tsukumogami" that one day it will start to move on its own will has been handed down for a long time.
The tools in this toolbox are soaked with something like the mind of the person who used them.
It transforms as if it were a part of the body.
Equipment box
2021
Mixed media
8.7 x 26.0 x 13.5 cm
Possession Tool Box | 2021 Mixed media
The elevated water tank installed on the roof of an old housing complex or condominium
It is now an unnecessary structure equipped with electric water supply equipment.
An aquarium that has been left uncirculated for a long time
I drew how it gradually changed like a living thing.